Uh yeah.

It's been a while again. My life has been too filled with Green Day, writing profiles, Green Day, school, Green Day and being lazy. Oh, did I already mention Green Day? I've been listening 21st Century Breakdown since Friday 24/7 (I also fell asleep with my headphones on once). I've decided it's the most awesome shit in a while. I totally recommend it, especially few songs; 21st Century Breakdown,¡Viva la Gloria!, Murder City, 21 Guns, East Jesus Nowhere and Restless Heart Syndrome. Also, if you're looking for a cliché but oh so pretty lovesong check out Last Night on Earth.

We've also decided to get matching Green Day tattoos with Hanna. It's gonna be awesome. Desperate, but not helpless. That's gonna be mine and there's gonna be this x-eyed skull from the 21stCB logo too. Text is from Murder City and Hanna's piece of text is gonna be "Desperate, but not hopeless". They're gonna be fucking cool and awesome. Only problem is money, surprise surprise. I think it's gonna be cool, as Hanna might get a job. She's gonna go today to check out the job with someone who's been doing it before and together they're gonna check how it starts rolling, so if Hanna is doing well the job is hers. I bet it's gonna be cool.

I'm getting some gameleader's stress already as there's only about two weeks before the epic larp, Kill all your friends. I mean, we've tried to arrange that game since 2007 so, I think that it's now the final countdown. Two of the players have unfotunately cancelled their coming, but I think we can fix it. I just hope there's not gonna be more cancellations, cause then we're fucked. But still, I'm so excited, the game is gonna be so cool and I'm excited to see how players like it. We've been working our asses off, so... Yeah.

School is being okay too. I've been getting good grades from stuff I've done and I'm optimistic. I still have some undone work, but I think I can handle them. I'm gonna do them during this weekend. And apparently there's really big chance for me to get in that school in Helsinki, yay!

I've been less depressed lately. Few last days have been really goos, if I don't count the blue feelings from yesterday and they went away quite quickly. I don't know... Last weekend was hell-like, but at least it cleared air a lot. I've been thinking stuff a lot lately and it seems that so have some of the people I've been thinking done. I mean... I'm slowly, maybe, starting to get over things. I mean, they haven't bothered me since I confessed all the things and the newborn feeling died kinda as quickly as it was born, but I can't help myself having warm feelings that are turning to be more like feelings between really close brothers or something. I guess it's okay. I think I should find out.

Summer is coming and it's temptating me with it's warmn days and cheery moments filled with real joy and laugh. Sunlight feels good on my skin and it feels like it's easier to breath. Air isn't heavy anymore and soon, really soon I can enjoy the summer with the persons that I care most on this planet and the warmthness that has nothing to do with sun will fill me. Can't wait.

Okay, time to go listen some more Green Day!